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Animals and Me

eplusie — Wed, 17 Mar 2010 05:40:22 +0000

There is no such job as sitting down and shake legs, I learned it the hard way. I have no idea what I want to do in life, I have no idea what ideal job I would like to have. Not until I found myself working in a pet shop and loving it. I, once again found my passion, interest and love towards animals.

I may have phobia in big dogs. I may be rather afraid of them, but that doesn’t stop me right there. I, Michelle Lee, would like to overcome this fear of mine. Because I have finally know what I want to do in life. I want to be a pet stylist. I want to groom dogs, I want them to look nice, feel good and be healthy. =D

Although the pet industry is competitive. Although the pay wasn’t high. Although there is so much to learn and gain knowledge in. But still I am happy with what I am doing.

Who cares that I have a diploma in Mass Communication. It didn’t get me anywhere in the media industry, nor at a normal videography job. I may like the idea of how a TV drama/movie was made. I may like the idea of being in a big studio doing what most editors would be doing. But still, it isn’t easy to get in. I got cheated once during an interview who told me I am one of the successful candidate to join the team. And that is where I learned my lesson to never believe what others said until they told me the exact date I can report to work.

I am going to start work this coming weekend at a new environment. At a farmway that is. May I succeed in life. =D

March

eplusie — Thu, 04 Mar 2010 16:56:36 +0000

We’re in the 3rd month of the year. I am rather busy with many things on hand. I hope I can finish them on time, every single task of them. I have rather neglected this blog. A blog that not much people will read, a blog where I hope I can post whatever I feel like without hurting anyone who doesn’t visit this blog.

I may have multiple blogs, but may be this is one of the blog that really speaks out what I feel deep inside.

I fear many things right now. And I don’t know how to take that very first step to overcome it. Which is a sad case for myself.

Anyway, I am going to plan myself a healthy lifestyle regime, which I hope I can stick close to it. Hopefully.

I’ll Miss Him When He Move

eplusie — Mon, 08 Feb 2010 19:18:27 +0000

I think I’ll miss him when he move to Punggol in about 4 years time.

He came 2 years back as a puppy. A playful yet clever one.

I looked after him since then till this day. He is still playful. But he taught me a lot, things that I most probably wouldn’t know if he hasn’t appear in my life. But sadly, wrong owner. I can’t help him much when his mother discipline him. All I can do is treat him really well, so well that he will love me more than his mother.

I will miss his companion when he move. Miss him waiting for me every night before I go to bed. He is adorable in some ways. A dog I will love.

It’s Feb!

eplusie — Sun, 31 Jan 2010 19:33:10 +0000

The month of February finally arrived. The long awaited month, the month that I am rather quite afraid of now. Since 9 years ago, I have been waiting impatiently to celebrate my 21st, then now I am turning 21 in 20 days time which gives me the shiver.

Welcome to the adult world! It sucks, but I’ll try to enjoy it. =(

Had the part last Saturday. It’s great to bring everyone together to talk. Bad I was quite guilty that I neglected my wife. Then I do not know how to introduce my wife to my friends because some might not take it. Experienced before, that is why kind of reluctant to at certain point of time. It would be something very shocking to step out of the closet to certain friends who might be homophobia. I have one, experienced it and I have no idea what the next step would be.

Agreed with my wife that this year my gifts are rather quite practical and useful. Finally no more place it at aside to admire kind of presents. But then again, it’s also the first time in my life that I have received that many gifts. =D

CNY is coming. Let’s enjoy it. =D

Time Flies

eplusie — Wed, 27 Jan 2010 07:45:39 +0000

How time flies. The first month of year is ending soon. And I am stepping into the adulthood soon.

If you’re still interested to join me and my friends, I’ll be at East Coast Park Area F this Saturday. =D

Sad

eplusie — Mon, 11 Jan 2010 18:31:04 +0000

It is just a sudden feeling in me, and I don’t know why. I wish to be happy, I wish to smile. I don’t wish to feel the way I am now.

Happiness is something I have to find, not something I have to wait. Sometimes searching it is a difficult task, but then what else can I do?

The Wish

eplusie — Sun, 10 Jan 2010 15:54:47 +0000

I secretly wish to have every girls’ dream to come true for my upcoming birthday.

- Micky

The Run

eplusie — Mon, 04 Jan 2010 17:36:27 +0000

I wanted to try out for the Safari and Zoo run, but I know my own health and I know the limit I can go thus I gave up the thought.

The weak me can’t run that long distance and that 2.4km is already something that is going to kill me. So 3.6km run is out of the question unless I want to make it big into Singapore’s news. Maybe I could try for cycling marathon instead.

So let’s forget about the run and try for the cycling instead. =D

Happy New Year!

eplusie — Thu, 31 Dec 2009 16:00:11 +0000

Happy New Year to all my friends and readers. =D

It’s 2010, let’s move to a new beginning of a new year. =D

Time to move forward and not look back. =D

- Micky

The Last Day of 2009

eplusie — Wed, 30 Dec 2009 19:34:53 +0000

I am sitting here in front of my PC staring into space while I listen to songs blasting off from my speaker, just loud enough for me to hear.

Somehow I don’t know why, but I feel lonely. Usually Salty will be waiting for me next to my chair before I go to bed, but ever since the bastard is here, Salty have not been interacting with much anymore. =(

Then there’s not much people to chat with. They are either out or busy with their own stuff.

Today is the last day of 2009, it’s 3:31am now. I have nothing to do buy play with the PSP. Currently addicted to the game, Crazy Taxi. But then I want to do something more meaningful since it’s the last day of 2009. However, I have no idea what I can do. Sigh . . .

I am glad that I managed to do the settings for wireless via phone. I can stay connected even when I am in the room with my phone. Took me quite some time to get the wireless password from the bitch.

Think it’s time for bed. Hopefully the rest of my day before the clock strike 12am to tell me it’s 2010, I’d be happy and not feeling lonely anymore.

Psst . . .

How to ditch a guy?